This is the first day of my last days

I built it up now i take it apart climbed up real high now fall down
Real far.
No need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up i could do

Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you

I'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me i hate everyone

Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins.
Never lose your grip,
Don't trip, don't fall,
You'll lose it all.
The sweetest way to die.

It lies deep inside;
You can not hide,
It's the meanest fire.

Oh, it's a strange desire,
You can not lie
That's a needless fight.

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins.
Never lose your grip,
Don't trip, don't fall,
You'll lose it all.
The sweetest way to die.

When your blood runs dry
You're paralyzed.
It will eat your mind.
Did you hold it back?
It comes to you in slow attacks;
It's the meanest fire.

This where your sanity gives in
And love begins;
Never lose your grip,
Don't trip, don't fall
You'll lose it all.

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins
Never lose your grip,
Don't trip, don't fall.
You'll lose it all.

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins
Never lose your grip,
Don't trip, don't fall
You'll lose it all;
The sweetest way to die.

Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
And hating
Things that I can't bear

Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
Well did you?

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise(surprise)
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

Walking, Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
And hating
Things that I can't bear

Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?

I hate you!

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
And touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

I've slept so long without you
It's tearing me apart too
How'd it get this far
Playing games with this old heart
I've killed a million petty souls
But I couldn't kill you

I've slept so long without you

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

Go unnoticed
Let the freedom wash away
Losing focus
The pretense is second nature
It's a broken life that i cling to
Trying to make right
[..I feel dismay just like you do ,I feel decayed..]

So find me a way to leave this wasted life..Behind me
Find me a way to leave this wasted life
Behind me after all!





And just leave me here..

If I could hold you close
Like you were never gone
If I could hear your voice
You'd tell me to be strong

But sometimes
I just can't
I just don't understand
Why you had to go
Why you had to go
I guess I'll never know

Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again

Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever
In your hands

Change

If I could get to you
I'd be there in a minute
My world don't make no sense
Not without you in it

And sometimes
I just cry
Can't say I
Don't know why
But why'd you have to go?

And leave me here alone




Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again

Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find out it was never ever
In your hands

Change

You don't see it coming
Change
When the future comes knocking
It changed
It can make you and break you too
You just have to make it through


Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again

Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find out it was never ever
In your hands

Change..